- Not have to choose whether or not I have to wear my "Sucky in shirts" because of the weather
- To not have to wear "Sucky in Shirts"
- Not have to suck in whenever I see a cute boy
- Sit without something on my lap to cover the fat the sticks out.
- Look at my shadow when I'm sitting and not see a shapeless blob
- Wake up and actually look like I did in the dreams
- Not have to have a second knee surgery
- Jump onto a stage or out of pool without looking like a beached seal
- Wear a sexy Halloween costume
- To actually have men flirt with me
- Be seen as attractive for more then just my boobz
- Have a profile picture that's more then my face
- Cosplay as a sexy or cute anime character and not look stupid
- Be seen as "the skinny tall buxom one"
- Not be seen as the "Fat One" in my group of friends
- Walk and or run a mile and finish under 10 minutes
- Wear a medium!!
- Be a good role model for my little sister
- Show all those who doubted me that they were wrong
- Have my outsides look like what I feel like on the inside
- To not sweat!! Oh I hate sweating!!
- Actually sleep under the covers during the summer
- Slouch once in a while and not feel like everyone's staring at my fat.
- Actually have a sincere compliment from someone other then my family and friends
- Have my stomach not actually be seen past my boobz
- Ask a boy out without feeling bigger then him
- Be able to go shopping without those skinny little 13 something bitches looking at me like I'm an insult to the misses section.
- Wear high waisted pants without being able to see my fat roll
- Actually believe my mom when she tells me that girls are just jealous of me and that guys are actually attracted to me.
- Have a boyfriend/fiance/husband who is not necessarily "okay with bigger women" (I mean who wants to be limited by that?!)
- Not have "heavy Set" in my physical description
- Strut through somewhere (School, Mall, Store) in hot shoes and a smoken outfit and feel like I'm in one of those movies where it's in slow motion and everyone staring cause of how awesome I am.
- To run with my dog
- Not have to have a second knee surgery
- So I can model one day
- Do Pin Up one day
- Dress up as Jessica Rabbit
- Be able to be healthy and happy when I have kids
- Be a role model for my little sister
- Enjoy summer again
- actually have a waist taken in
- sew my own outfits and costumes and not spend a fortune on fabric
- Feel pretty when looking in the mirror
- show everyone they were wrong about me
- break the mold
- change my life
- be noticed
- go shopping and not feel depressed
- dress like my age
- feel all in all better about myself
50 Reasons Why
So I kinda stole this from Fat Girl in a Skinny World and I began thinking about all the things that I am doing this for. Now it's not 155 things long but I have a few things I want to say.
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